Having the kind of day where I wish I had a Dom. Auro9ra is here and she’s helping out a little bit but I wish I had someone physically here, someone to hurt me, to stretch my limits, to praise me when I stretch those limits and someone to sooth me when I go too far.
"She’s got the whole dark forest living inside of her."
Tom Waits (via valeofdreams)
This this and so much this. It resonates with me and I want to hear the song I want to know where it comes from becuase i feel like the words were for me.
You’ve seen my forest, the people here. I’ve shown you what it looks like. it’s branches, the leaves on the ground. You’ve seen the mist that rolls in and the faerie lights.
My dark forest, my home, my place. My Place.
Yes, I do have a forest inside me and you are more than welcome to come, as long as you know the price is to be honest, to be your true self, to show us your light and your shadow.
(Source: light-essence, via swanblood)
I don’t know what else to say and I can’t say it on my proper journal because….I don’t know, I just cant.
But I’m tired and I want to curll up and sleep forever.
I just want everyone to be okay and I want to make people happy and I want to do everything for everyone and god, I am tired.